misery loves company

let me start this post by saying that i am posting tonight from my phone, so please excuse the spelling errors and such. i feel like a true crazy person today. i have been in such a funk and i have no idea why. i actually have a three day weekend, chuck and i had an excellent couples counseling session yesterday, i even took a nap today. but still i am just miserable. i can not pin point exactly why either. it is driving me crazy. i want to enjoy my life, my time with my friends and family this weekend. it is rare that i get a weekend off. i did get my meds refilled yesterday so i did get some sleep. i want so badly to just snap myself out of it. i find my boiling point to be really low on days like today. i do not feel i have been very loving to chuck or very pateint with my daughter or our ultra needy, must be on your lap at all times dog. i am going to try some self medicating with a drink or too and hope that tomorrow is a brighter day.