oh lord please don't let me be misunderstood

first, let me say i am again writing from my cell phone, so bare with me. anyway, i have found that having been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety disorsers are some times a blessing and a curse. for myself i feel like...ohhhhh so thatms the problem. however, foro those around me i often feel it is used as just another excuse to ignore my feelings/need. a kind of a, ohhhh do not mind her, she is crazy kind of a thing. how can something that help me understand myself better make me so much less understood by those who care about me